Haven’t written on here in awhile. Today I found out my base assignment for when I enter into Active Duty Air Force: Luke AFB, AZ. It’s close to Phoenix and there seems to be a lot of sites to see and activities to do there (such as the Grand Canyon, downtown Phoenix, Scottsdale, museums, etc.) I’m so excited right now but at the same time I’m anxious and nervous. As my last semester at SJSU starts tomorrow I feel hella old haha. Commencement and Commissioning will be about 4 months from now. And I ask myself, what am I to do with this time before I leave? I will definitely try my best to hang out with all of my family and close friends who have supported me throughout my college career. Shout-out to my Mom/Dad/Brother/Cousins, L-Town OG’s, the OG ESP, Pavona, Peach, ESP2, Akbayan, AK, Yuppie Jointz, Hungry Bumz, AFROTC peeps, friends new/old, <3
So many decisions that I will have to make as the semester’s end nears. Trying to get on that bulklife, and I guess do some last-minute California exploring. I want to keep dancing but I feel like since it’s one of my passions, I can dance whenever I want. It’s like my outlet. That, and shootin hoops haha. Yep, there’s always new music though (and i hope to record myself make a couple pieces sometime soon). Also, the dancing community is too good. so inspiring. yadidamean?
…And so as my parents always told me, time is gold. Time to finish my time in the Bay Area. I will be sad, no doubt. I’m just being honest, but as one door closes, another one will open. New opportunities for everything. New experiences, new people. I’m sure I’m not the only one out there that thinks they are NOT 100% sure of what they’re doing in their life/lives, and I think the only way to go about it is to just be confident, try new things, and simply just live your life. Although there are times when it is good to ponder about things in life, it’s good to just go out and do it. Take that risk. Chase your dreams. Dream Awake (aizaiah lol). Or have a dream that’s worth more than your sleep.
It’s so simple. yet so complex. lol okay I think I’m beginning to rant randomly. 1:12am right now haha.
Okay, okay, okay. Lastly, be thankful for what you have. Where you’ve been and what you have done is God’s path for you. Be thankful for everything. I mean EVERYTHING. the good and the bad. All you gotta do is look on the bright side. #lamppostsftw.